boredbyreality:

Modern AU idea: Kylo went on T when he was very young, Han and Leia extremely loving and accommodating towards their son, despite their relationship falling apart. He got top surgery as soon as he could, and moved out of his parents’ house to pursue his studies and a career as a freelance artist. No one around him knew he was trans, hormones and rigorous workout routine sculpting his body the way he wanted it to be, despite knowing that he was catering to some internalized toxic image of masculinity. But hey, if it lessened the dysphoria it was all good, right?

Throughout the years he tried getting into relationships, but nothing seemed to work out. Most of his partners simply disappeared after learning he was trans, the ones who stayed didn’t last long either way. He has resigned to be single the rest of his life, no longer even looking. The thing with Hux started by accident when the guy’s firm offered to sponsor an exhibition for Kylo (supposedly a PR move on their part). The opening night, when Kylo was introduced to Hux, they couldn’t stop talking. They got on like a house on fire, Hux’s quick wit and snarky remarks keeping Ren on his toes, craving more.

Hux invited him for coffee the next day, then it was Kylo’s turn to invite him for lunch the following week, and one thing led to another and now, three months later, they were standing in Hux’s bedroom, hands all over each other, stumbling towards the bed. Kylo could barely think straight, but when Hux seemingly didn’t notice his scars after taking off Ren’s shirt, he had to say something, and so he did. That earned him a heartfelt groan from Hux, and Kylo was starting to back away thinking Hux was one of those people who had a fetish for trans guys, only he didn’t manage to get far before Hux grabbed his wrist and shoved Ren’s hand down his own pants. Oh. What were the odds of that.

As for Hux? He took Ren home thinking that it will be easier to either grab one of his strap ons if Kylo wanted him to top, or to kick him out and wallow in self-pity if Kylo turned him down because of what he had between his legs. What a relief it was to find out the latter wasn’t happening. He was really fond of Kylo, after all.