one time, i wrote a love letter to: poetry, apathy, rain, and kylux. i poured my everything to it, polished it for months, stuck it on ao3, and sort of promptly forgot about it.
then –
i reread this love letter, my fic, from the landscape: a sense of scale today and came to the stark conclusion that: this is it. this is the best thing that i’ll ever write.
it’s about boarding schools and love lost and too many days spent wishing for rain. it’s about horse chestnuts and a love of pretentious poetry, and finding yourself after so many years in a city surrounded by people – but just not the right ones. it’s about a lot of things, and also nothing – but mostly about hux and kylo connecting, drifting, and finding each other again.
so i guess this is just me saying: if you’re going to read anything of mine, please read this fic. i’m very proud of it and it’s really, truly, the best thing i’ll ever write.
Tag: to-read
“Thanks, babe,” Kylo mumbled, turning his head to blow the smoke away from Hux. His next exhale was long—a gray trail of tar and burnt leaf and the city air that dissipated much sooner than his anxiety did. “God, what if they don’t like my stuff? Or worse, if they think I’m just some kind of one-hit wonder, with no potential for any real future?” He leaned instinctively towards Hux, his hands shaking.
Hux didn’t remonstrate him. Instead, he plucked at Kylo’s scarf, rearranging it into artful disarray, tucking one end into Kylo’s coat. Kylo watched his hands, like their own form of hypnosis.
Finally, Hux reached up and tucked a lock of hair behind Kylo’s ear, beneath his hat. “They’re going to love you,” he said softly, tracing his thumb down Kylo’s cheek. “Because who wouldn’t?”
Two Years, Two Months, and Twenty-Eight Days
by @kyluxtrashcompactor and @nerdherderette
Thanks to the fabulous @mad1492 , who created yet another gorgeous piece of art for our fic!!! Chapter 5 is now up on AO3 <333
i can see through you (see to the real you) – kyluxtrashcompactor – Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015) [Archive of Our Own]
Chapter 8, in which Hux realizes crushing on the most popular boy comes with baggage he’s not prepared for, high school party games are awkward, sex is even more awkward, and adults just WILL NOT stop walking in the door without knocking.
And another picture for my Senator AU – Support the First Order (nsfw fic). Based on a picture of a necklace sent to me by @thewightknight, adapted and adjusted to have even more details because I enjoy making myself suffer. 🙂
I can’t believe this is probably the last picture I am going to post in 2017. Thanks to y’all who supported me by liking and reblogging my art, for leaving amazing tags and comments on it, for reading and commenting my fics, for commissioning me, for chatting with me and making me smile. A lot has happened this year and I am very grateful.
I hope 2018 will be a good year for us all. ❤Commission Info | kofi@ ko-fi.com/kofiforpudding
| redbubble@ PuddingIsALie
Hollow Eyes – solohux – Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015) [Archive of Our Own]
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Armitage Hux/Kylo Ren
Characters: Armitage Hux, Kylo Ren
Additional Tags: Possession, Hurt/Comfort, Protectiveness
Summary:Whilst exploring an old temple on a mission with Kylo, Hux happens upon a strange bottle that contains something ancient and something terribly evil, and it wants him.
I’ve got a new WIP! Involving Hux waking up an old Sith spirit and lots of pining & hurt/comfort! ❤️
Hollow Eyes – solohux – Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015) [Archive of Our Own]
Kylo Ren and Armitage Hux are now the human machinery behind the First Order, but antipathy and years of contention hold them back. If they can escape the backward pull of their mutual dislike, the galaxy lies in wait before them.
Let the past die.
A Kylux post-TLJ canon story.
“Maybe in our next life you will best me.”
“What are you talking about? This life, this right here, this is our only chance.”
Kylo dipped down and kissed him. The angle made it clumsy, but Hux opened for him willingly, squeezing around his cock as he sucked on his tongue. Kylo’s hand twisted in his hair. Armitage Hux, he thought. Armitage. Hux moaned as if he could hear him, as if he responded for his call.
Separate Peace || Post-TLJ collab with @longstoryshortikilledhim 💕
“Will you let me in?” he asked in a deliberately low voice. Hux glanced at his lips, then searched his gaze; finally, he let his eyes fall shut.
“Do it,” he said, leaning closer, instinctively baring his neck. Kylo only hesitated for a second before putting his hand over Hux’s throat: not squeezing, not pressing. Resting. Hux leant into his touch. He hardly needed to look into his mind. He got the answer he wanted.
Separate Peace || Post-TLJ collab with @longstoryshortikilledhim 💕
Reconditioning
By JinxedAmbitions
Chapter 17/20
Ben Solo is one of the FBI’s most promising young agents. While he’s had a few disciplinary hiccups, he’s intelligent and not afraid to do what needs to be done. His personal life is a mess, and he may not look like your typical federal agent, but he might be the only man for this job. Ben’s looking for a promotion and something like the glory his parents always talked about before he was born.
The FBI is looking to take down one of the country’s most elusive prostitution rings, specializing in the types of sex that Ben’s boss has only read about in the novel his wife hides under the bed. Ben is going undercover as a “slave” in order to gather information on the ring’s leaders, purchasing a premium package from the agency. 30 days as a slave to a professional Master, and a guaranteed sexual experience of a lifetime.
He gets chosen by Hux, or the General as he insists Ben call him, and he quickly realizes that no training could have prepared him for this experience. Every day, Ben, or Kylo as he is known at the club, finds out more and more about the organization, but the more he learns the less he wants to destroy them.
dispatches from the dumpster 