
Calling this doodle done.
once I built an entire star destroyer out of garbage
*wipes away one single tear* nonny, I’m obsessed with this, because it opens up so many doors.
Do you mean to imply, that having Snoke in his head is one of the only things keeping Kylo Ren Kylo Ren? And that in the absence of Snoke, Ren falls into personality limbo? Slipping between the person he believes he has become and should be, versus the person he once was, who he does not believe he can return to?
Does that mean, anon, that sometimes when Hux goes to him, Ren’s smile is more mischievous and his touch is less to bruise and more to tease? Whereas other nights, Ren is a suffocating force of ardor and injury, taunting and tantalizing in turn? Tearing into Hux’s mind without thought for the consequences? And then, then anon, is Ren picking up the pieces the next time he finds Hux in his arms, and attempting to undo his own work???
I’m not saying a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde AU, I’m saying where is my Ben Solo and Kylo Ren fic.
#holy shit i’m fucking losing it #hux is so confused and he cannot fathom why ren becomes so angry at the marks on his skin when he put them there himself #he cannot understand how sometimes ren’s eyes look so different in the light #why sometimes he seems to have a difference voice entirely (via @reserve)
And Hux understands the mask now, the threat of seeing Ben Solo’s face in the mirror. The raging outbursts that cause more harm to Ben Solo than anything else. Kylo Ren may be shredding a control panel but the act of it silences Ben, a flickering, fading light.
Hux offers to go on every mission with Kylo Ren, to the furthest reaches of the galaxy, just to catch a glimpse of Ben now and again, just to get far enough away from Snoke that the flame can start to burn brighter. He doesn’t mind Ren’s rage anymore, not when he knows what lies underneath it. Each bruise he inflicts on Hux, each wound, each tear is worth it.

I need more of Slave!Kylo and there does not seem to be enough of it so here I come…
Still ruining my own life with this Kylux AU.
I know who you are, Anon, and I saw what you did.
ok every time I saw hux’s first scene in the cinema I was like, hmm, about his facial expression but now I’ve had the opportunity to watch it repeatedly in HD gif form (thank you tumblr) I have Thoughts and here they are.
When he says, “if it’s on Jakku, we’ll soon have it” is he SMILING at Ren?? Or attempting to? He’s pleased they’ve got the information and confident they’re going to get shit done, and can’t keep it off his face. He says *we’ll* soon have it and maybe he assumes he and Ren will share some sort of prissy-fascist equivalent of a high five over it, like a bonding moment, but Ren’s just, “I leave that to you” and stalks off. Hux’s face DOES A THING, like, wow that was a mistake please let me die. I have done that face when I said something that assumed some sort of connection or mutual understanding or level of friendship but totally misjudged it. I feel your pain, Hux.
So now I’m constructing this elaborate headcanon where Hux was making the effort in this scene and got embarrassed when Ren didn’t respond and that set the tone for the rest of their relationship in the film. And also, because Hux and I are terrible people, the added dimension that Hux been waiting outside while Ren tortured Poe – and I wonder whose call that was – so maybe he was getting a bit carried away imagining it all and the evilboner lowered his defences to the point where he accidentally said something bordering on praise or camaraderie or terrified-socially-awkward flirting.
Good morning, I think too much about General Hux before breakfast.
No yeah I think you’re dead on, that’s honestly what kind of set the tone for their interactions for me was this moment where Hux is briefly like “good job, buddy! we’ll just pop the Finalizer on over to–” and Ren’s like “Yeah go do your job”
and we see Hux lookin kinda crushed tbh, like “oh god was that desperate? that was desperate oh fuck someone throw me out the airlock. oh fuck. ohhhh fuck.”
YES YES EXACTLY. Ren, you’re so mean. He’s been standing awkwardly out in that corridor for hours working up to this. Give him a break.
Kylux Royal
Arranged
Marriage AU
“The king is dead” the
announcement was made on the halls, and the whispers became louder and desperate.“You are wrong” the man with
long raven hair shouted above the crowd “I´ve never been so alive”After the assesination of
King Solo, the Queen pleads the only heir to take the throne. ´Kylo Ren´ accepts ,and to become king, arranges
to marry B. Hux II , a readhead english nobleman.